Little do you know that I still cry for you every night. it’s not that I want to, it’s not for show. After everything why can’t I forget you? I’m surrounded everyday by people who care about and truly love me and still, I feel empty inside, like you took a part of me when you left and I’ve been trying to get it back ever since. I know we were never meant to be, but was it so wrong of me to love you so much, is this what I deserve? How was it so easy for you to walk away and move on when i’m still stuck in that one moment from months ago? I Keep putting on the fake smile and strong act but when I’m by myself I break down. I try to replay our good memories over and over in my head so I won’t forget them., at firsts wanted to erase any memory of you.. But I can’t…you gave me so much to remember …you were my best friend. I know I can never tell you this, and will probably never even see or talk to you again, but I need to say it, and I realize you will never feel the same but I love you still…Everyone told me my heartbreak was temporary that I would get over it…then why does it still hurt just the same? Why do I still jump up at the sound of a txt message hoping that it’s you? And as much as i miss you, if we never talk or meet again I just want you to be happy even if I can’t be.